4 PRINCESSES :D

kakak , dedek , jibah , isha :D huhu . HOMESICK !!!

the life that i'm try to live

hmm . i don't know what's wrong with my life but sometimes i really feel distracted . friends , it's like , very meaningless to all of them . they don't know nothing about my life , and they don't even try to understand me . is that what's friends for ? no , i think . just believe me . i want a true friend . a friend that with me in hard time and in time that i'm happy . but them , when the people are good , you'll be friends with them , but when the people had something wrong , you ignored them . is that what friends for ? no ! it's lucky that i still have some friends that understand the real me . i just need a true friends with me . after all that had happen , they just ignored me . everything i do is wrong . don't you feel what i'm feeling . yeah , you don't understand , because you don't know what is the meaning of friends . you just a friend . JUST A FRIEND . meaningless . i'm not mad at you , i'm just try to tell you what i feel all the time . thanks a lot to friends that always be by my side . but to those who doesn't care , just get away from my life . i don't want any friend like that . if you feel like the one i'm meaning is you , then , understand . you don't even try to give me a chance to speak . you're the one speak at all time . you don't give me time to explain everything . what kind of friends are you ? don't you feel any guilty ? if not , yeah , you are the people who do not try to understand people any better . fake friends . it's better that you don't exist in this world , because this world does not need anyone like you . i'm sorry for being mad at you but sometimes , i need to give it out . you see , even i try to make an apology . but you , don't even try to make one . after mad at me , you don't even try to make an apology , don't you ? heartless ! you really don't BELONG in this world .

CNY holidays :D

      CNY HOLIDAYS !




cny holiday this year mmg gempak laa . macam2 pengalaman baru yang filza dpt . this year filza balek rmah Aimie . tahap 'WOW!' gler laa family dye . dah laa dyerg smua sporting .so first day filza pgi ctu , agak segan laa . mmg segan pon . filza , aimie , azwa , azham and parents dyerg , kterg pgi kat Taman Cabaran . sebelah kubur . okay , tuh mmg scary gler . tpi , best ! second day pon tak ada papa sgt . biasa jee . third day tuh laa yg nk crita nihh . third day tuhh , kterg prgi Kedah tao ! before this , filza tak prnah lgi menjejakkkan *ceh * kaki kat Kedah . srely best . kterg brtolak dlm pkol 10.30 mcm tuhh . pas tuhh , kterg singgah makan kat perhentian tapah . haha :D SERANG . ayam masak merah mmg sedapp gler ! so , smbung blek perjalanan . perjalanan dri KL ke Kedah dalam lebih krg 5 / 6 jam . Ya Allah , sengsara gler  ddok dlm kreta tuhhh . nsib baek ada bwk buku haary potter .at least boleh laa baca something dri ddok diam je kan ? so , pkol 4.30 , WELCOME TUHH KEDAH ! haha :D yeay !! best2 ! first night kterg ddok kt P/B ea nme dye . ntah laa . tpi ddok tuh kat homestay . haha :D best gler . but , kterg stay kat ctu 1 malam jee . sbb ada org dah booked dlu . second day , filza kluar hangout dgn amie and kwn lama dye . nina , lisssa , zuhaira and azwa . best gler . maen bowling , lma gler tak maen . skrang nk dpt spare pon ssah . x tao laa knape skrang nihh filza ssah gler nak maen bowling . last2 maen , filza  dpt last kott ! MALU SIOTT ! pastuhh , kterg pergi skating . dah laa filza tak reti skating2 nihh . jatuh berkali2 . sakit kot bontot . haish -.-' haha :D tpi best laa . at least dapat pengalaman baru .  pas tuhh , kterg jalan2 . and prgi mcdee . best ! filza that day mmg physco gler.  sok bbq , sos tomaato and sos cili digabungkan , filza try makan and MELTUP ! woohhh . tu jee . 'JEE!' second night , kterg stay kt SHAM homestay . first night ddok ctu , pergi TUISYEN . ohhmaayyygaddd ! malas gler . but then , kna prgi jgak . ingatkan tak best tao , rupanya best gler . at least filza dah faham tajuk nutrition dgn lbih mendalam . thnx ! so , kterg bermlam kt SHAM HOMESTAY . best glr . and biliknya amatlah selesa . :D third day , kterg pergi kat JITRA . nk beli brg aimie , azwa and azham utk kelab KUDA , or apa namanya , equestrian ea ? best ! siap amek gmbar dgn kuda lgi :D after beli brg , kterg singgah kat tasik . lawa gler tasik tuhh , dgn angsanya laa . amek gmbar itu , ini . filza jgak laa yg jdi model utama .*Ccewahhh !! prasan btol ! so after that hangout second time. filza , aimie , azwa , natasya , and atiqah . PEEWIITT ! . haha :D rsanya azwa faham kott . haha :D so benda yg sma , bowling . tpi filza tak maen laa . takde mood nk maen . filza pgi kat luar , beli token , and try nk beli teddy . ssah gler . dalam 10.00 ringgit hbis cam tuhh je . haish -.-' jalan2 lgi , terserempak dkt dpn keddai teddybear . waaa ! comel . first2 ingtkan nk beli domo , tpi mahal . so , filza beli patung caterpillar . warna pink ! comelll ! :D so , prgi laa mkn mcdee . best ! mlm tuhh , kterg tak stay kat SHAM lg sbb ada org laen dah tempah . so , kterg prgi kat rmah saudara aimie . best ! :D mlm tuhh , filza , azwa and azham , best online , bkak cityville . haha :D tngok city dyerg . boleh tahan laa . then , TIDOQ ! esok pagi plak , filza and aimie , jalan2 kat seluruh taman tuhh . dalam lebih krg 5 kilometre . jaoh kot . adoyaii ! penat kaki ini . tpi filza tak kesah sbb at lest , filza boleh tngok jelapang padi dgn mata sendiri . lwa gler.  so , that day , kterg nk blerk kl dahh . kterg singgah laa kat rmah kwn2 aimie , and family dye . yg best sgt , rmah amer muhsin kee nme dye . haa , ada scandal ngan aimie . ape lagi , aimie malu2 kucing plak . adohyaii . so , kterg pon blek kl dalm pkol 4.30 ptg . smpai pkol 9.00 mlm . lma gler ! kterg singgah kat tapah pkol 6.00 cmtuh laa . teka sape ade skali kat ctu , atiqah . azwa that day mencarut jee . haha :D kesian dye . kterg then beli baskin'robins . beli baru 6 dah 46.00 something . mahal siott ! mmg pon mhl kan . so , blek laa kat kl . kat kl smua biasa jee . ada satu night tuhh , kterg tngok crita Hachiko . sedih gler . filza and kak aween yg plg over mnangis kat ctu . haha :d tpi mmg sedih pon . and last night filza kt rmah aimie , kterg prgi laa Mydin , beli brg ckit . sedih , esok dah nk blek skool . so , tidoq and sok bangun , dah kna prgi school . THNX A LOTT to uncle and aunty yg sanggup sponsor filza makan and kediaman , kak awee n, kak elin , azwa , azham . this is a memory that i will never forget  :D