Friday, February 25, 2011

the life that i'm try to live


hmm . i don't know what's wrong with my life but sometimes i really feel distracted . friends , it's like , very meaningless to all of them . they don't know nothing about my life , and they don't even try to understand me . is that what's friends for ? no , i think . just believe me . i want a true friend . a friend that with me in hard time and in time that i'm happy . but them , when the people are good , you'll be friends with them , but when the people had something wrong , you ignored them . is that what friends for ? no ! it's lucky that i still have some friends that understand the real me . i just need a true friends with me . after all that had happen , they just ignored me . everything i do is wrong . don't you feel what i'm feeling . yeah , you don't understand , because you don't know what is the meaning of friends . you just a friend . JUST A FRIEND . meaningless . i'm not mad at you , i'm just try to tell you what i feel all the time . thanks a lot to friends that always be by my side . but to those who doesn't care , just get away from my life . i don't want any friend like that . if you feel like the one i'm meaning is you , then , understand . you don't even try to give me a chance to speak . you're the one speak at all time . you don't give me time to explain everything . what kind of friends are you ? don't you feel any guilty ? if not , yeah , you are the people who do not try to understand people any better . fake friends . it's better that you don't exist in this world , because this world does not need anyone like you . i'm sorry for being mad at you but sometimes , i need to give it out . you see , even i try to make an apology . but you , don't even try to make one . after mad at me , you don't even try to make an apology , don't you ? heartless ! you really don't BELONG in this world .

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